Blessings In Disguise

Dear Lord,
I am nee, one of Your creatures on Earth. Such a weakling thing that we call our self human. Oh Lord The Merciful One....i was swept away by this experience of live that i was not prepared. Yes i might be naive even ignorance mayhap for my state of mind now.
Oh Lord The Only Being in live, how can i stand still in front of You when having last night occurance i was like nothing. I was lost and beaten up without any way to return. I was cold, cornered and only the thought of Your love that ties me to this sanity. How dare i say i am devoted to You when "only a small" event can bring me to the bring of insanity and destruction of my understanding about my ownself.
Dear Rabb Ya Haqq Ya Rahman Ya Rahim as much as i say astaghfirullah it will not change how low my deen was last night or even in live.

Yes last night occurance was world shattering event that i hope i can be a wiser one to face it in case it happened again insyaallah......but i also find something...that my deen once again is not as strong as i hope for. That my prayers, tenets and all might never be enough to reach a higher maqom that i am hoping for. That die in khusnul chotima may only be a dream for me. Astaghfirullah astaghfirullah astaghfirullah........help me Ya Allah The Owner of my sinful soul      

Confession Time

Confession Time

There is a time in human's life that secrecy is the utmost part of your life due to safety of yourself or people surround you. And there will be a time to reveal all though no one is pointing a gun on our heads. But somehow for me lately the rules and regulations that i have applied since Methusellah have been smudged by my need in sharing my happiness and my needs to make people happy as i am. Unfortunately i did not realise that some times people have their own courts to decide which one is right or wrong and which one is decent and which one is outrageous. And my news is categorised as the latest part for some of them. It was like a puppy being kicked on its head after bringing a carcass of its hunting result for the 1st time to its master *sniffs* i know it is not a picturesque but at least it is not a grotesque for the puppy part *crossing the fingers for it* but in the end the reality checks again....to be friended with someone is not to have their whole devotions, love and supports. But to befriended with someone in Islam are as mentioned here some of them, and do check are you guys more like those or not  http://www.ezsoftech.com/stories/mis16.asp

1. Remind each other of Allah (SWT) when you set eyes on each other.
2. Leave each other's company with a higher level of imaan [faith in Allah (SWT)].
3. Inevitably start the conversation with the Islamic greeting 'As-Salaamu Alaykum', and receive the masnoon reply for it.
4. Do the masnoon mu'aanaqah (hug) and musafahah (handshake) on a regular basis.
5. Almost always mention Allah (SWT), Noble Qur'an, Ahlul Bayt or Hadith in some context or the other, in your conversations.
6. Strengthen each other's belief on the Hereafter. Give each other more duaa's (well wishes) than material gifts.
7. Always end up exchanging useful and mature ideas and thoughts. Love each other above and beyond worldly benefits.
8. Attend religious study-circles/ halaqah's together. Have prayed salaah together many times.
9. Have watched each other cry, out of fear of Allah (SWT) or out of regret for committing a transgression.
10. Listen attentively if the other is saying something that pleases Allah (SWT).
11. Politely point out and reform each other's mistakes or bad habits in the best way possible.
12. Return an Amanah (item placed in other's trust/safekeeping) belonging to the other in its original state.
13. Smile together, but with decent, non-malicious humor. Enquire regularly about the health of the other's family.
14. Become uninterested and change the subject if the other starts to say something that is impermissible.
15. Always discourage the other if they plan to do something wrong.
16. Always encourage the other if they intend to do a good deed that they're hesitant to do.
17. Consult each other in important matters. Give each other advice seriously and sincerely.
18. Never waste each other's time in useless activities. Never invite the other to a place or gathering of sin.
19. Have full trust that they will never reveal secrets or personal problems to others, nor will they gossip about you behind your back.
20. Address each other in a respectful and loving manner. Forgive each other's faults and shortcomings, and hide them from others.

Bing And Bong

This show gosh what a memory.....sickness does bring those memory lane to be walked upon ....

Yen Ing Tawang Ono Lintang / When In The Sky There Is A Star

Yen ing tawang ono lintang, cah ayu/kang mas
Aku ngenteni tekamu
Marang mego ing angkoso
Ingsun takok-ke pawartamu

Janji-janji aku eling, cah ayu/kang mas
Sumedot rasaning ati
Lintang lintange iwi iwi nimas
Tresna ku sundul wiyati

Ndek semono janjimu disekseni
Mego kartiko keiring roso tresno asih

Yen ing tawang ono lintang, cah ayu/kang mas
Rungokno tangise ati
Binarung swaraning ratri nimas
Ngenteni mbulan ndadari

Translation

When in the sky we can see the star, my Love
I will always wait for Your presence
To the clouds above the sky
I ask Your whereabouts

All those promises we share i do remember, my Love
Pounding inside of my heart
All those stars are mocking me Darling
Since there is no boundaries for my love 

At those times Your promises were witnessed by
All the clouds shadowed by love and tenderness

When in the sky we can see the star, my Love
Do listen the cries of this heart
Listening carefully all the noises at night
Waiting the coming of the full moon
  

  

Blob Smack Situation

I am a chatter box kind of person. Somehow in my grey area of the tinny cells in my brain i have indoctrined myself that silent situation is an awkward situation. But alas, today that theory once again is not highly supported by the fact when my dear one is sick and i was -hopefully it is WAS and not continuing, amien- a lil bit carried away with this morning events. I was having a major blob smack moment. I was speechless due to his beauty and my gaga expression was not helping me at all lol. SubhanAllah somehow i can still feel overwhelmed with the beauty that Allah has created just for me. Well it might be good if my persistence in having cherry merry time was succeed. But when the blob smack moment that was arriving and staying, gooooosh its purely.....awkward phase of god. And somehow we felt it. Double awkwards hufft. Then i must retreat before i started to impersonify as the jugglar buffoon that has no similarities at all haha.

SubhanAllah i am not a squemish person who cant admit defeat. I admit my defeat in grace. I admit that in some situations silent does have it merrits and beauty, though in front of You, Love, to be silent will emphasize Your presence more than i can cope with *fanning the face*

Cara Mudah Membuat Paspor Online, Sumprit Mudah

Dari dulu setiap ada kesempatan untuk membuat paspor, saya selalu mengelak dengan alasan tidak membutuhkannya. Hal ini lebih karena ketakutan saya akan birokrasi yang seolah menjadi momok dan onak dalam duri bagi kehidupan bernegara saya lol.

Tapi sungguhpun demikian seperti kata pepatah, sepandai-pandainya tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh jua. Itulah yang terjadi saat ini. Saya terjatuh terjerembab dan terjungkal aaaarrrgh........Saya dipojokkan oleh suatu kenyataan, yang tidak bisa terelakkan lagi. Saya harus membuat paspor, capisce! Semua ketakutan dan momok birokrasi seolah menyeruak dengan gegap gempita seperti terompet anak kecil di tahun baru meskipun tanggal masih menunjukkan 29 Desember.

Dan subhanAllah masyAllah...Allah Maha Pengasih, saya dibantu banyak teman yang mana tidak pernah saya kenal atau temui sebelumnya, seperti Aisyah yang membuka mata saya bahwa semua proses surat menyurat empat kali empat sama dengan enam belas sempat tidak sempat boook, ya mesti dibalas. http://dourbest2day.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2012-06-13T05:32:00%2B07:00&max-results=1&start=5&by-date=false
Dari blog Aisyah saya mulai belajar bahwa banyak orang-orang baik di dunia maya yang mungkin jauh lebih helpful dibanding dengan ketakutan saya yang menggunung lol. Dan mulailah saya bergerilya dengan blog teman-teman tentang pembuatan paspor online http://the-syah-family.blogspot.com/2012/02/perpanjang-paspor-online.html

Dan dari kedua blog diatas saya bertekad bulat, kotak, lonjong dan persegi panjang ataupun jajaran genjang, AKU KUDU BICAAAAAAA! Chayoooo nee! Dan harus membantu mereka yang sama bingungnya seperti nee *running away to hold and cuddle nee*

Sooo, how to make the passport by using online;
1. First of all Folks....ash-shobbur alias yang sabar ya. Ini Indonesia jadi internet lola itu mah biasa atuh. Nee mulai coba dari sejak awal bulan Januari 2013, tapi setiap ke halaman cek tanggal kedatangan selalu gatot alias gagal total folks. Iseng-iseng berhadiah pas bulan Februari kemaren nee coba lagi waktu jam sore an. Kemaren-kemarennya mesti coba pas sore or jam pulang kantor malem. Atau pas weekend. Dengan harapan kalau malam line internet lebih yahud. Maaf anda salah, line internet imigrasi sepertinya ngikutin jam kerja. Jadi mending coba pas jam and hari kerja ya folks.

2. Prepare semua surat persyaratan seperti hasil-hasil scan
   *KTP
   *Ijasah yang mencantumkan nama orang tua bila tidak mempunyai akte
   *Akte lahir
   *Surat keterangan dari kantor anda bekerja (cukup browse di mbah Google untuk contoh surat). Bila bekerja sendiri monggo membuat di Kelurahan sesuai KTP dengan membuat surat pengantar RT dan RW terlebih dahulu.
   *Surat menikah bila sudah menikah
   * KSK dll yang bisa anda cek di website ini http://ipass.imigrasi.go.id:8080/xpasinet/faces/InetMenu.jsp

3. Isi form di website tersebut dan upload setiap data yang anda punya. Untuk kolom jenis passport baru monggo pilih (48H perorangan).

4. Setelah selesai anda isi dan anda tentukan tanggal ke kantor imigrasi maka jangan lupa datang sebelum jam 8.00 pagi (mereka buka jam 8 pagi) supaya tidak antri. Suwer nee dateng jam 7.45 am dan antrian sudah berjibun meski yang untuk loket online "cukup" sepi dan saya mendapat nomor antrian 22. Semua proses saya jalani selama 5 jam. Kebayang kalau dateng dengan adat molorisasi.

5. Pergi ke kantor imigrasi sesuai perjanjian, dengan membawa:
* Data-data asli yang anda berikan pada waktu pendaftaran online (nomer 2)
* Fotokopi ukuran kertas A4 dari semua data diatas
* Membeli sehelai surat pernyataan di koperasi imigrasi dan mengisi beserta menandatangani diatas materai senilai Rp. 6.000,-
* Plus bukti surat permohonan paspor online yang harus anda print.

6. Untuk saat ini di kantor Imigrasi Surabaya loket internet ada pada loket 2. Langsung tumpuk data fotokopi anda dalam satu jepret dan tunggu panggilan. Selanjutnya ikuti petunjuk disana dan jangan sungkan buat membawa kue asal jangan lupa jaga kebersihan. Its a public vicinity where we must keep together folks. Dan paspor akan jadi setelah 6-7 hari kerja alhamdulillah. Dan ongkos yang kita keluarkan juga cukup murah Rp. 255.000,- Sooooo semoga sukses insyaAllah.

Papers Scrappers Definitely Is Not a Buffer

Menikah di Indonesia ternyata susah naudzubillah. Maaf keliru, menikah resmi KUA ternyata susaaaaah tingkat dewa. Mungkin tidak untuk semua kasus, tapi kasus kami sungguh begitu rasanya. Apalagi dengan pola jam kerja saya yang amburadul sebagai guru private,yang mana tidak mengajar berarti tidak ada pemasukan. Tidak ada pemasukan berarti tidak berani mengurus surat-surat karena semua memerlukan uang yang tidak sedikit huwaaaa *snort*. Bahkan untuk memulai meminta surat RT/RW tidak bisa karena 2 alasan; yang pertama pihak RT bekerja shift dengan jadwal tidak jelas. Dan karena saya tinggal di tempat dekat tengah kota sedang alamat KTP di pinggiran kota, jadwal kami selama ini tidak cocok *Boooook berasa pengen nglamar kerja jadi Aspri Pak RT or Pak RW biar bisa manage waktu sibuk mereka*.  Alasan 2 karena surat itu mempunyai kadaluarsa yang pendek. Padahal saya masih harus mengurus Akta Lahir yang hilang karena banjir. Dan selalu ditolak pembuatan surat kehilangan dari kantor kepolisian karena surat lahir saya terbit tahun 2000 sedang sistem komputerisasi baru tahun 2007 sehingga saya harus tunjukkan bukti kopi saya dulu baru mereka bisa menerbitkan surat kehilangan -mungkin karena tampang imoet saya yang bak ahli teror ayam kampung di kandang ya-. In which it is muskil. Karena sumpriiiit air hujan tidak memilah-milah dokumen saya, seluruh dokumen akte dan kopi hanyut. Sekali lagi jalan buntu karena ibu sudah meninggal, bapak menikah lagi dan tidak menyimpan surat nikah dengan ibu saya *memukul-mukul kepala dengan tangan* astaghfirullah astaghfirullah.

Surat kedua adalah passport. Passport tanpa akte?? Ngimpiiii. Tanpa surat nikah orang tua? Ngimpiiii. Saya sungguh merasa seperti gadis pemimpi. Bermimpi untuk menikah dengan kondisi begini. Nantikan betapa hancur jatuh bangunnya saya dengan birokrasi Indonesia yang cukup "ketat" dan karena calon saya berbahasa Inggris maka curcol ini dalam Bahasa biar saya saja yang stress makan batu lol. Or stress minum latte di expresso? Hmm mawuuuuu deli atuuuuh. InsyaAllah berarti sajadah perlu digeber kenceng dzikir perlu banyak sodaqah kucurin lagi tawakkal dikuwatin. Ya Allah Schatz-ku nemu jodoh dirimu aja butuh 38 tahun kaya orang dipingit. Begitu nemu Ya Allah subhanallah.