Ramadhan

Ya Rabb alhamdulillah thank You for all the blesses on these past years that You have given to us in all kind of shapes; whether it is happiness or sadness, whether it is opportunity or it is failure, whether it is finding or losing. They are blessings that we need to be grateful about alhamdulillah subhanAllah astaghfirullah. Alhamdulillah because actually everything is a bless. And subhanAllah because with His Greatness everything can be happened. And the last is astaghfirullah because with all those blesses sometime we get overwhelmed with the nuances of the event and forget that everything is only about perception and a test for You to be a better one. Well You might want to crank up, yell, whine or even be a stubborn lil strawberry with a stick on the as* by sticking to Your point of view or even Your idea, but this is our path - Rahmatan lil 'alamin the path of love. Love to Him and only Him. 

Why does nee focus with these thoughts again and again?It is due to Ramadhan, this lovely month always brings the best and the worst of You, since somehow in this month You cant pretend to be who You are not. A month where all the goodness will be blessed while the bad thing will be treated accordingly based on the rules.  

And seeing us as modern people, we often forget bout these things. Thus why i write it down as a reminder also for me.

De Daunan in Batu

My logging with front view

On last May as one of our short escapade from Surabaya - The Blocks of Monstrosity in East Java (*hihi actually i do not think so but Raminku might have this idea) we went to Batu and we stayed in this lovely place.....De Daunan Home and Garden in Batu, Malang. 

You bet Your last dime my lovelies....its like the name itself, de daunan-leaves, so in there we can see many leaves. Soooo green to be seen.

This place is wonderful to visit. Because it has all the qualities that You look for to let go Your stress and fatigues. The logging is cozy with a traditional architecture. With many choices of space and price to cater Your need. And the pool with mountainside view and garden can really space You out into different realm. Especially if You are going there with Your spouse hmmm, romantic view...here we come. On most of the loggings - each of them is surrounded with garden - there is a lounge to sit and enjoy the botanical garden that we can eat and buy. SubhanAllah....for me it is simple gorgeous. And do not forget about the restaurant. The restaurant is offering a delicious menu that can be chosen from Indonesian menu into International one. In a short word, excellent for my taste buds especially the lemon tea and fried cassava....hmmmm yummy.

But like in all garden, there is always a serpent in it. In this vicinity the problem is the service sometimes a lil bit slow though it has been covered by their positive points that i have mentioned above.    

Without any ado lets see the views that i have here.

The logging - one king size bed, with a television and nice pantry

The terrace with a nice set of chairs to enjoy your lovely evening, just do not forget to bring mosquito's repellent

The Cauliflower Field in front of my logging

The restaurant's view at night

The restaurant's view

http://de-daunan.com/

Songs....Songs....Songs

A lullaby song to be enjoyed when You are sleepy my lovelieeees. Like what i am right now.....

Remind me about when i was a kid and playing with my friends......

Alhamdulillah.....Here I am

Hiiiiii lovelieeeees.......................................here i am back again in here to say hi after some times enjoying my 'me time with Raminku, my health, and myself' now i am back. I lost my words since there are too many things happened since last time i wrote till this afternoon. But insyaAllah everything is fine my lovelies....its only a life....enjoy the ride till it stops. And somehow i still cant find my wittiness...just want to say hi to all of You and upload this sad romantic song that it does not reflect my feelings but somehow i love the rhythm in it for it soothes my feelins ....enjoy it.

Kala Cinta Menggoda
Sejak jumpa kita pertama kulangsung jatuh cinta.
Since the first time we met, i have fallen in love with You
Walau kutahu kau ada pemiliknya.
Although i know You have someone
Tapi kutak dapat membohongi hati nurani.
But i cant lie to myself
Kutak dapat menghindari gejolak cinta ini.
I cant deny these loving feelings

Reff.
Maka ijinkanlah aku mencintaimu
So please allow me to love You
Atau bolehkan aku sekedar sayang padamu. x2
Or just allow me to show my affections to You (2x)

Memang serba salah rasanya tertusuk panah cinta.
Its difficult to avoid these feelings from Cupid's arrows 
Apalagi aku juga ada pemiliknya.
Especially when i have someone else too
Tapi kutak mampu membohongi hati nurani.
But i cant lie to myself
Kutak mampu menghindari gejolak cinta ini.
I cant deny these feelings

Maka ijinkanlah aku mencintaimu
So please allow me to love You
Atau bolehkan aku sekedar sayang padamu. 
Or just allow me to show my affections to You 

A Poem of Schuon - 5 Days to Go

Evening 
Hast thou heard the nightingale's song
At the sunset , with the skies aflame ?
When all is silent and is listening -A song of love from Krishna's flute. 


Deep in the wood , the flute's sound
Seemed to ask :
When will Radha her Krishna see ?
Soon, yea , soon !

A poem from Schuon that has been shared by Raminku.....lovely hmm 

Multiple Choices

Hiiii my lovelies....*jumping up and down due to too much energies from my 3rd glass of tutu*...have you ever thought how live keeps on giving us choices but somehow each of us always chooses and falls in the same part? How come? Why? Havent we learned a lot of wisdom words in that sense of thing? Havent we heard bout the history or experience from people surround us or even the one before us? So how come? Why? 

I am not sure why and how my lovelies, but you can be sure if there is a way to fly to Rabb and ask Him about it, that will be 1 of the questions that i would like to ask Him. Why my brain and heart are so persistent in choosing the same answer again and again. Since last time i checked, i am still and will be always a human and not a mule. Hmmm i even do not think that our mules nowadays are that bull headed or mule headed lol. So why then? Why as the greatest creation of Him we are so persistently stupid effortlessly? 

And those multiple choices are being created by Rabb Wa Ta'Alla actually are not the accessories of life. Those are choices to be taken my lovelies.....unfortunately often times it is ignored by us. And alhamdulillah He never deserted us for any reason even when we have left Him many times, deserted Him oftenly. For that    is His love toward us. The most persistent creature in fending Him off with all the 'garish decorations' in this world....astaghfirullah astaghfirullah astaghfirullah. Lets find Him my lovelies for He is closer than our vein in our neck.

Everything And Anything

Human is such a fickle creature. We need to hold the reigns in any situation. Somehow in those moments of obscenities we forget that we are not the Owner of this live. We are merely the pupets of His many strings in live. That each of us has our own script to be taken seriously till the curtains drop to end our scenes.

Those understandings lame as it is, but that is the basic and utmost understanding if you are a moslem. Be tawakkal...be ikhlas....and be gratefull all of the times. And my lovelies, those are soooooo d#mn difficult. No pun intended or trying to be so brash, just stating a fact. It is going to be easier to trash around for any misfortune that comes upon us and emanating negative vibes afterward. But that is not the point my lovelies. We are learning to be tawadduk, be a good subject, be a sub-serviant creature in front of Rabb for He has promised the love if we can face His world and the wrath if we disobey His ways.

Are we being a submissive by following His path? NOPE...just being a responsible person. Responsible with the life that has been lent to you by Him. Does He need all those respects, bows and pretentious acts to show His Power over the living and the world just like a juxtapox character in 1 scene play? Nope....it is for our own sake....for our soul needs that path toward Him to feel at ease.

So as much as these turn out events shake me to the core, pray for me my lovelies....that my soul will always protect me to walk on His and only His path, amien. I pray you are the same there my lovelies....i pray the same for you.